A Loving Journey

Okay so I had these weird dreams lately.
The first one I had last night. It was a cultural dream. We were in a ceremonial building, called a Longhouse. Where I had the potluck for Mooks Winu. And I was teaching a group of teens how to do a Native dance. I called it the "sin dance". There is no such thing a sin dance. And in the dream the word "sin" didn't strike me as odd but now it does. We do have something called a "sun dance" but it is nothing similar to the dance being done in the dream. Anyhow it is weird to dream of doing a traditional dance, something like that always strikes my cord. I woke up feeling weird too. Like it was important for me to be teaching these kids.

Then last night I had another weird dream. In this dream I was babysitting some kids. And I was getting ready to drive them to their parents. Well I didn't know it but the older teen brother was still around so when he walked into the house I told him to get in the car cause we are leaving. He was acting like a typical teen saying he won't go because he doesn't know what i'm talking about and he wants to do his own thing. Anyhow I was trying to convince him to go with me. To go see his father in particular. Who had to leave but put me in charge of the kids. LOL. So somehow we got to talking about God. He was skeptical or something about God. And I was just talking to him honestly and gently. I told him some odd things in my dream, this is what gets me. Also I was using the word God and Creator interchangeably but I think moreso God which is odd for me. So anyhow I was telling this kid that: God didn't have a face so he didn't look any one way, that he didn't have a name for sure, and that he didn't originate from any particular location. Cause this kid would say something like well didn't God come from ladeda and I'd say no, there is no proof of that, we don't know where God comes from. And it was the same thing with this dream. I woke up feeling odd like it was important for me to be doing this.

Now here is the thing. The last couple of nights I have praying to know what my calling in life is. For some direction. And these are the dreams I am having. I hope I get some more clarification tonight when I dream again. :) In all honesty it is like 6am, WAY early for me. And I don't want to go back to sleep. I'm kinda scared.

Okay so weird thing happened. I finally go back to sleep after my internet connection goes on the fritz.
And ta - da. Another crazy dream.
This time I dreamed up a Native song. I'm trying to figure out now if it is something I totally dreamed up or if it is a song I heard before. Craziness! Dreaming of songs like that is very important.

wtey are werd dream id shit myself if i had them ...i dont know much about the native american culture so i dont know what they could mean it very well may be someone trying t tell you somethig an ansestor or something ... could you see grann and see if she could help maybe she knows something .. im interested in finding out how you go id love to know what they meant .... is there an elder or somone who knows about dreaming ?????

I'm going to have to ask someone and find out. This is good stuff! I'll let you know if I find something out.
I'm excited especially about dreaming a song up.