A Loving Journey

I'm sure those of you could've figured this was coming from me. Sorry for the being a spoil sport.

Well it's nighttime and I typically feel my worst at nighttime.
But tonight is just not a good one.

It's (almost) Mother's Day. That is what is getting to me.

You know lately I've been getting really sensitive and aggravated at all the mother's who have children and don't appreciate them. All of them who complain about this and that which their child does. Oh what I would give to be able to complain about this and that.

But tonight it is just sorrow. Letting myself think about my son and how much I miss him.
I just wish so much it didn't have to be this way.
It's not fair.
(yes I know that old adage that "life is not fair" but I feel like saying it anyway). And so I will say it again. IT IS NOT FAIR!!

I want to send out special *Hugs* and *Love* to everyone, especially you gals, for this holiday. And strength and courage as well. And however selfish it may be I want to send a little something special to all of those mothers out there who do not have a child on Earth to remind them that Mother's Day is suppose to be about happiness not sorrow.

I also want to say Thank You to everyone here. You know it's midnight and I've been in tears for awhile and my thoughts go immediately to you. I can't express how much it helps to have you to talk to and just to know someone understands, someone cares.

Happy Mother's Day

Oh Nat, I am crying reading this post. I want you to know, you are a wonderful woman, friend, wife, sister and MOTHER! I wish I lived closer to you so my children could grow up knowing you and your wisdom, and all the awesome knowledge that you posess.
I can not wait until you are an earth mommy, but for this time know that you are loved very much!
And I am sorry this is so late, but Happy Mothers Day!

Thank you very much. *Hugs*

That would be so nice if we lived closer together :)